as i close my eyes, tune into the rhythm of my heart, go deep into my breath and allow myself to just let go and fully accept the woman that I am and the woman I am becoming. It’s been two month’s now since my divorce from corporate America and my spirit has never felt so at peace.
My former nature…prior to 2 month’s ago would have been to be a nervous wreck; how am I going to pay all of the bills; how will I cover medical expenses; what will others think of me; am I really ready to do this? However, me…in this very moment…walks around with a sense of peace like I have never known. I worry not about the items above but about how I can squeeze more hours in the day so that I can bask longer in my current state of bliss. I know that with this positive shift in my energy…the trips to the salon for the hair appointments, nail and pedicure appointments, massages, special body treatments, healthy lifestyle accommodations will manifest at any time.
I now enjoy the luxury of awakening when my body is ready to, I arrange my days according to my own biological clock, I have more time to creatively visualize what I manifest in my life ~ including certain connections to people that I would have considered impossible otherwise. My walls are decorated with flip chart size post it paper full of my creative thoughts, my plans, my strategies…and yet…all I can feel inside is Mmmmm.
Mmmmm, to living life according to my truth. Mmmmm, to creating my days, weeks and upcoming months according to what feeds my body, my spirit, makes love to my heart, makes me smile, reminds me of my regal-ness and keeps me connected to my source. Mmmmm, to creating connections, friendships, business collaborations, intimate encounters that stretch me, mold me, shape me, challenge me to become the most authentic that I can be so that I can share the experience with others.
Mmmmm to creating workshops, online courses, telecourses that inspire others into action, that move them from where they are to where they desire to be just by feeling the “love” I have for my life. Mmmmm to learning to go deeper in love with myself, my family and those I encounter.
Here, take my hand…close your eyes…and share in this very moment with me.
- Notice your breath…on the inhale state “Mmmmm, I inhale all that is sweet, sensuous and erotic in my life. I know that the more I love where I am … in this moment … the more I will receive. Mmmmm” On the exhale state “I exhale all that goes against what I TRULY desire in my life, Mmmmm. Any concept of lack, fear, sadness or loneliness I feel is now gone. I acknowledge that I am perfect, whole and complete and that I allow the flow into my being…Mmmmm right now.” And so it is!
Thank you for allowing me into your space to share with you. Now every time you catch yourself in a space that has you feeling disconnected from your source, close your eyes and hum softly to yourself…Mmmmm…Mmmmm, is the sound that my spirit makes.